Diana Butler Bass’ book Grateful highlights the idea that gratitude is not simply a feeling, but an intentional state of being in the world. In other words, we must choose to practice gratitude as a spiritual discipline. It is important to remember that we are not perfect people, and as such, we make mistakes along the way. When we fall, we get back up and continue the journey.

    In my life, I practice calling to remember my commitment each day in my car to start with gratitude. I have an app on my phone called Ritual. I am currently practicing the Lexia Devina section. Each day, Kathleen Cahalan takes me through a prayer using a different biblical passage. While listening to her read, the listener’s task is to hear words or phrases that stand out.

    I admit that most days, I don’t remember the first reading because I get distracted by making a mental list of everything I need to accomplish. When I quiet my mind and take in the second reading, I hear things that give me hope and help me focus my energy on being a vessel used by the Divine. I find that when I do not listen to this spiritual practice, my day is not as organized, and I feel off balance.

    Shifting focus, tomorrow marks my last day on campus as I leave for Las Cruces early Sunday morning. Until now, I hadn’t realized how much my soul needed a safe place to rest. I feel ready to return to my church and resume my role as the pastor it needs.

    With a heart full of gratitude, I am thankful for the staff at the church. We make a great group, and I am blessed beyond my wildest dreams with their love for the church and one another. I work with a “dream team.” Praise be to God for our fearless leaders.